Things I wanted to do

Who would have thought I will be creating this blog, today May 05, 2012. Well maybe I'm inspired. Inspired of what? I'm not in-love with someone else...I just missed....

writing...mula kasi ngung gumraduate ako ng college, hindi nako nakapagsulat ulet. Madaming distraction, lack of time, tiredness...hindi ko nga alam kung ano bang isusulat ko ngayon para naman may mainspire ako. What's really good in doing things you like to do... is you never forget, you're not forced, no pressure at all. Gagawa ka ng blog as many as you can, as long as you can, at any time you want. Hindi mo kelangan pilitin ang sarili mo na magsulat kahit pagod kana. Hindi sasakit ang ulo mo sa kaiisip ng mgandang words of wisdom, words just come out of your mind, and then typed in down to your keyboard.

Kung sana ganun ang lahat ng bagay sa mundo, Hindi mo kelangan gawin ang mga bagay na ayaw mong gawin, nakaktamad gawin. Pero sa totoo lang puede naman...you just have to face the consequences.

Sabi nga One of God's Greatest gifts is your FREEWILL. Do anything you like to do. Sleep as long as you can, eat as many as you can, buy as many as you want, experience everything bad, good, etc. But the truth is...lahat talaga ng bagay sa mundong ito...as in LAHAT may katapat, may kapalit, may consequence.

Sleep all day long, and you'll missed the day of supposed to be spending time with your friends, family, loved-ones. Eat as many as you can,,, try mo nang maimpacho ka at sa CR ang bagsak mo. worst is, sa hospital ang bagsak mo. Wag ka magtrabaho,,,tingnan natin kung pano ka mabubuhay, at yung pamilya mo. Bilihin mo lahat ng gusto mo, tingnan natin kung may pambili kapa ng mga primary needs mo, at yung mga emergency.

LACKING is bad, but TOO MUCH is worst. in our language, "Nakakalungkot pag may kulang, pero masama rin ANG SOBRA". kaya nga naimbento ang word na BALANCE diba.

My point is .... doing things you really love to do is one of the greatess feelings you'll ever had. But the word "consideration" is invented also. You have to consider many things, that nobody will get hurt, nobody will be left over, nobody will suffer, and nothing bad will happen.

After all, doing things you love to do is much better if there is no one suffering in the end. When everything is right. Mas masarap kaya sa pakiramdam yung nagagawa mo ung gusto mong gawin , nang wala kang natatapakang tao, nang wala kang nasisirang buhay, at walang tumututol sa gusto mo dahil wala namang masasaktan.

But the consequence is, most of the things you wanted to do does not permit you to do so. Like falling in love with someone who got someone else, travelling into places, but you don't have enough budget and you have works to do, keep on spending for the things you want but you have to save for the future. Spending time with your friends and loved-ones but you have to go home because you need to rest and go to classes/work tomorrow.

Wow, with this blog...I've realized... that nothing is impossible,  you can do everything, but also, everthing has it's own limitations. It's not really you who puts your own limitation.... but the happenings around that is out of your control. You wanted to step out of the line, but your body, your capabilities, your mind can't do it anymore. So what should you do?.......